Failing Orbit 8 - Repeating the same mistakes

Sold, 2012





















I make some journeys more than once. Sometimes I find myself returning to the same spot repeatedly. This is often unconscious; some uncanny drift, drawing the hostage body towards a space in which one finds some familiarity in the very strangeness of the location itself. Sometimes, however, this return is deliberate. I may return to ‘re-shoot’. Perhaps some blur had occurred the first time, an unintentional movement in the frame, or even technical fault. In these cases, I return to correct the mistakes of the past; to both repeat and perfect history, by recreating an image that will inevitably be haunted by its own past failure. 

With such idealising of the past, one creates a false memory of success in the wake of error. Yet, one is always dogged by the changes that have taken place in one’s own absence; foliage grows, cars move, building-work continues, even lamp-posts get relocated. Minor details that are otherwise missed, remind oneself that repetition is always impossible. One can never step into the same river twice, as it were. Each mistake is always a new mistake.

Failing Orbit 7 – Blind Cartography 2

RAF No. 5, 2012





















If I consult a map at all, I am usually drawn to the blank spaces – the bits deemed unnecessary, or undesirable, to plot. These are often alluded to; perimeters may be drawn in, or arrows may point off the edge of the map. Blank spaces on a map can mean a number of things.* Firstly, an absence of knowledge; that the map-maker did not know what was there. This is different however, from the unknowable, that was once marked on early maps in the form of dragons, sea-serpents, mermaids, etc. - these signified some unearthly region that was abysmally terrifying and unmappable. Secondly, the cartographer might have very-well known what was there, but either considered it too unimportant to bother noting, or conversely, too crucial a piece of information to share publicly – military bases, sensitive scientific facilities, etc. Thirdly, the blank may imply that which the cartographer desired to not be present in the first place; perhaps by leaving out that which spoils the view, one might encourage others not to see it either. A kind of wish-fulfillment; by wishing places out of existence, the map can be seen here as an ideological fantasy space - just as early colonialists wished for an empty map of blank territories that could be filled out in the name of the empire. 

Maps are as much about omitting information as they are about rendering detail. In the name of legibility, unnecessary information is often left out in order that the reader understands exactly where/what they are being directed to go/do. In fact, most forms of realism are rested upon the omission of detail - this is why, in the interests of the smooth flow of the narrative, many characters from film and television never lock their cars, nor need to go to the toilet. Off-screen actions and non-diegetic elements are often crucial to the realism of narrative cinema. 

Like cinema, maps also provide narrative spaces that are partial. A map’s function is not to depict every aspect of reality, rather it must omit enough information to make reality bearable. Some un-mapped zones then, must remain off-the-map, if they are to keep the rest of the illusory landscape functioning as a coherent whole – if we are to be able to point and say “we are here”. 


* Turchi, Peter. ‘A Wide Landscape of Snows’. Maps of the Imagination: The Writer as Cartographer (Texas: Trinity University Press, 2004). pp. 27-71.

Failing Orbit 6 – Blind Cartography 1

RAF No. 1, 2012





















The cartographer has the unenviable job of acting as both explorer and guide simultaneously.* They chart the strange and unfamiliar, recording it as definitive, for the reference of those who follow after. As the explorer beats back the thicket, they must present whatever is revealed as if they knew all along what was hidden there. Such is the rhetoric of mapping; objective and scientific, the cartographer thinly conceals the gap between information and (lack of) meaning. The map presents new knowledge in a legible and reassuring way. One maps the unknown, and the map’s function is to relieve the anxiety of not knowing. This becomes shockingly evident, for instance, when the calm and authoritative voice of the sat-nav leads one off-course; one cannot help but become frustrated by the impossibility of reasoning with such automated devises.

Exploration as practice (e.g. unconscious ramblings, scribbled notes, drafts, walks with a camera, etc), embraces the potential of failure to reveal something ‘more’ than careful planning could ever achieve. On turning left instead of right, one might discover (or miss) something new and previously unknown. Such rich possibilities are, of course, always accompanied by a palpable sense of anxiety.

Nevertheless, the documents created from such exploration, eventually become messages to others, delivered in clear tones, and intended to influence, convince and to beguile the Other. One achieves this, as all map-makers do, by removing oneself from the field, suppressing the very view-point that brought the world into being – a kind of miraculous conception, that omits all of the messy back-story. One adopts a fraudulent position of neutrality and authority. Thus, all human subjects are cartographers in a way; each day one present oneself as a coherent being, with social roles and responsibilities, only vaguely masking the anxiety that one is, in fact, a complete fraud, blindly feeling one’s way through the world.


* For an illuminating account on writing and mapping, read: Turchi, Peter. Maps of the Imagination: The Writer as Cartographer (Texas: Trinity University Press, 2004). pp. 11-25.

What we already know

Broken Tree, 2011





















In What we already know, I was interested in how the disorganisation of vision resulted in an uncanny space imbued with anxiety; the empty spaces became fictionalised but ‘loaded’ at the same time. Fiction and spatial disorientation became key components of the image’s derealisation. Although this strategy was perhaps rather overt, I now hope to find a more oblique methodology of rendering space via practice. Anthony Vidler states, following Hubert Damisch, that the distortion of perspectival space in both architecture and visual representation, is a form of reflexively marking out a process of thinking of space, and a discursive meditation on the place of the subject and the other in space.* A study of vision is thus perhaps a study of the political and ideological implications of urban spaces, and therefore, ultimately a question for practice. Whether it is the arbitrary, fragmented glance or straight but disembodied gaze, the photographic frame is analogous to the fantasy frame that positions subject and other in spatial terms. However, rather than simply controlling the scene, the static, fix(at)ed gaze of the camera perhaps also holds within it the power to turn on the subject and reveal a desire lost within the co-ordinates of visual space.

* Vidler, Anthony. Warped Space: Art, Architecture, and Anxiety in Modern Culture (Mass: MIT Press, 2000). p. 9.

Failing Orbit 5 – Empty Spaces

Wisteria, 2010




















Documentary realism
, Slavoj Žižek claims, is for those who cannot bear fiction – the excess of fantasy operative in everyday narrative fiction.* What then is this ‘excess of fantasy’ when we look at the empty and fictional spaces of contemporary documentary practice? The familiar spaces of documentary landscape (such as peripheral zones of trade, military training grounds, urban and suburban dwellings, etc.) all raise questions, in equal measure, for both the cultural realities they depict and the unconscious fantasies of the subjective witness. 

Both geography and identity are bound up in reflexive processes of documentary and history. A fragmentary view of the landscape, pitted by trauma and desire, has displaced the traditional sweeping panorama’s rhetoric of discovery, unity and completeness. Contemporary photography now transcribes a more uncertain experience of being in the world; vernacular and banal non-spaces, imagined territories and fictional places, present a topography that is impossible to know. A world of illusion, duplication, control and power, generates an ambiguity in the position of the viewer and a tension between space and subject. 

The use of photography to map spatial co-ordinates, in turn reinvents the world as commodity. Such documents offer fantasies of emptiness, but themselves becoming objects of reduction, reproduction, redistribution and reinvestigation. There is an uncanny emptiness hidden within the reflexive act of transcribing ‘place’ into ‘document’ – there is always something that gets lost in translation. It is perhaps this ‘gap’ that haunts the spaces of the 21st century; an echo of the ghost at the heart of subjectivity that refuses to reconcile itself with its own geography.

* Žižek, Slavoj. The Parallax View (Mass.: MIT Press, 2009). p. 350.